Long overdue update

My blog has become a pure disappointment, I rarely have time to update it. I haven't made a single update since camp started and I've been here for well over a month now. Camp has been a little crazy, but fun. My day generally consists of getting up 20 minutes before I have to meet the kids either at the house or at breakfast, having breakfast, doing something with them until lunch time which is normally watching tv, their nap time after lunch, hang out until canteen, pool time after canteen, dinner, and then relaxing at their house until their bedtime/2nd canteen is done and then being off to either hang out with campers or go to bed. It varies a little each week as the camp schedule is always different and things like that, but that's the general idea of how I spend my day. I've met quite a few awesome people which is always good. The camp staff last week was an amazing group of people. Maybe it was because they were a small group and everyone knew everyone, but I loved hanging out with all of them and getting to know them, I wish they would all just come back and stay the whole summer. I've been spending my time off from Friday around 7pm-Sunday after church doing a few different things. I've spent a few weekends in va beach with my sister, a couple of weekends at home, and one Saturday night with a friend from high school. It's funny but I actually dread the weekends I have to go home. This time last summer, I had just moved back to Currituck and was so happy b.c I missed it so much. It made me think that it was just a place I'd have to stay in forever, but my life and heart are def in a different place than they were then. I've been away for almost a month and 1/2 and have only been home two weekends and hated it. Currituck just doesn't feel like home anymore. I want to get out and do something else. I don't want to go too far away, because all of my friends are in that area, but I want a permanent out. Not really sure yet what life is going to bring once this summer is over, but I'm working on it and I'm ready to see God make some big changes in it.